♫ Like the air, it caught me off guard ♫
♫Blowing into my ear, pulling on my nerves ♫
♫ Their conversation topics are foreign yet familiar ♫
♫ In a moment of carelessness ♫
♫ I forgot how to breathe ♫
♫ Can't get closer ♫
♫ As if coming from the horizon ♫
♫ The You from within the story ♫
♫ is a light year's distance away ♫
All that I can reach and touch is the past ♫
♫ I admit I am ♫
♫ overestimating myself ♫
♫ I only want to ask myself ♫
♫ how much longer do I need to practice ♫
♫ to be able to adapt to a light year's distance< ♫
Far Away LoveEpisode 10
Suddenly, I feel like asking,
is there a more suitable person than Senior Teddy for Chu Xia?
For example, a person like Chu Xia,
who seals up their feelings.
A person who can be conversational with her.
So that's what I was saying,
a man as perfect as Tai Di, who can refuse?
So there was such a secret.
Fei Fei, did you even hear what I said at the end?
I heard.
But, look, who's more suitable to Chu Xia than Li Tai Di right now?
Looking from every angle,
Li Tai Di was specially made for Meng Chu Xia.
Tell Professor He, I've already had someone look it over.
The lucky day is three days from now, we'll have the wedding banquet set for that day.
Okay, okay. Okay.
Brother Shen, looks like auntie is quite happy.
Between us mother and son, it's rare to agree on the same thing.
Brother Shen, actually, I'm quite angry.
A big thing like you and Sister Ruo Nan getting engaged and you didn't even leak the news to me.
That was a temporary decision.
Last night, before the date, I didn't think of it either.
Why?
Before, didn't you say you don't have feelings for Ruo Nan?
Some time ago, when you mentioned
for us not to meet, she said for us to message via phone.
At first, I didn't take too much notice of it.
But slowly, we began to talk about everything and we talked deeply.
Although both of us have different hobbies and interests, but it's weird as neither of us thought it too difficult to understand each other's world.
At that time, I thought, this woman can be my friend.
That's very impotant.
Then... what happened last night?
She gave me a cake.
A special cake that she made herself.
Also, the reason she made this cake was very moving.
Hello? Chu Xia?
Are you free tomorrow? I want to talk to you.
Okay.
Jia Ying, I really don't feel like shopping.
Sister Ruo Nan, the issue with the wedding banquet, auntie has already had people get it organized.
Right now, what you have to do is to dress yourself up prettily.
To become the most eye-catching bride. There's no need to think about anything else.
Just shop with me in peace.
That shop looks good, let's go see.
Okay.
Sister Ruo Nan, I think this one looks good.
Jia Ying, let's quicken the pace a bit,
I've got to meet Chu Xia tonight.
Is Chu Xia happy after knowing of your wedding?
I still haven't told them.
Why not?
I know! Are you going to tell them all together, to surprise them?
Sister Ruo Nan, I feel like you've lost your spirit today.
You're about to get married, aren't you happy?
Maybe it came a bit too sudden, I actually feel a bit unsettled.
Why are you unsettled?
Hello? Chu Xia?
Ruo Nan, our department is about to have a meeting, lets meet tomorrow, okay?
But I'm really desperate to meet with you.
What happened? Can't it be said over the phone?
I think it's better to say it face-to-face. What time does it finish?
That hasn't been determined.
But I have some free time now. Do you have time?
I have. I'm at the shopping center near Shen Corporation.
- Okay, then let's meet later.- Good.
Jia Ying, Chu Xia is going to come later.
Chu Xia?
I want to see what her reaction is when she knows you're getting married.
Are Sister Fei Fei and Brother Peng Peng coming as well?
Only Chu Xia is coming, they're not.
Jia Ying, I have something private to talk about with Chu Xia later, so...
Okay, then I'll go back first.
We'll see each other at the banquet.
Fine.
- I'm going then.- Okay.
- Bye bye.- Go safely.
Ruo Nan. You're still the best!
You knew I would be thirsty after rushing over here.
Drink slowly.
What happened? Why are you in a rush to see me?
Chu Xia, I...
I'm getting married.
With President Shen?
That's great! That's good news!
Does Fei Fei and the others know?- I still haven't said.
I'm going to call them right now!
Chu Xia, wait, listen to me.
What do you think of Shen An as a person?
Him?
Actually, I didn't see him as much of anything in the beginning.
I thought his attitude wasn't good and had no empathy.
And also had an angry expression all day, as if he looked down on everyone else.
Especially when you said, that he could only give marriage not love,
that's not anything a normal person would say.
But, during this time when I talked to him for you,
I slowly realized that he's actually still a normal person with emotions.
Like us.
Also his perception on marriage and love,
are all related to something that happened in the past.
So, Ruo Nan, if you really, really love him,
I support you.
But what I meant was, do you have any other feelings for him?
- What did you say?-I said, you for Shen An,
do you have any other special feelings?
I just-- I just told you I shouldn't talk for you,
but you just had to have me talk to him.
I knew this day was going to come.
No, Ruo Nan, don't overthink.
To Shen An, I don't have any other feelings.
I didn't mean that, I don't mean whether you two have any feelings between you.
What I meant was...
the real person who moved him was you, not me.
Do you know? Shen An wanted to marry me was because he saw the cake.
C-Cake? The cake I made?
Yes. Actually, I wanted to tell him the truth,
but he really liked the cake, so I don't know what happened.
I just admitted that I made the cake.
In the end, he asked me, why is there was such a weird combination?
So I told him what you told me last time.
I didn't think he would mention marriage to me.
He Ruo Nan, you've overthought again.
Shen An saw you as generous and kind,
so then he began to see you as a marriage candidate.
You two are closer now, so the marriage was expected to happen sooner or later.
This thing of me with him and the cake has no relation.
Don't overthink, okay?
Chu Xia.
You saying that... saying all that, it isn't to console me, right?
Of course not!
Actually, my thoughts have been really messy for the past few days, even I didn't know what to do.
But since you've said that, then I'll just listen to you.
- In the end, you and I are going to be together forever.- Of course!
Just listen to me, marry Shen An and don't think about anything else.
Relax, everything will go smoothly.
You're the best, Chu Xia.
Have some coffee.
Fei Fei, what happened?
Shen An and Ruo Nan are getting married tomorrow.
I knew about Shen An's marriage banquet.
Oh right, you're Shen An's friend.
Fei Fei, did you call me over to tell me that?
Isn't this just by the way? That... Shen An and Ruo Nan could develop into an ending wasn't easy.
I also thought it quite unexpected. But to see them be able to settle down,
I'm also happy.
Actually... if Chu Xia had gotten together with you at university,
you two would have settled down together as well. Maybe children would be running around by now.
Yeah. But life has no maybes.
So that's why I said, Chu Xia's brain is damaged.
Why did she reject you for your future?
It's really unfair to you.
What did you say? For my future?
You didn't know?
How could I have said that? How am I always leaking information out?
Fei Fei, what are you trying to say? What do you know?
Since I've already said it, I'll just tell you.
When your school was going to send you overseas, did you think Chu Xia wouldn't know?
Actually, she knew early on. In the end, when you confessed to her,
did you decide that if she said yes, you wouldn't go overseas?
So... so she rejected me?
Such good fate, but she missed it.
Life...
Hello? Chu Xia?
Help?
(Do it!)
What happened?
Wang Ming, the math relief is looking for you, he said...
I'll go right now.
Meng Xiang, don't you think today's weird?
Many classmates hide when they see you.
Did something happen to me?
Nothing.
Liu Bing!
Although I fought with you, I didn't take revenge.
But I really can't go tonight.
Liu Bing, what's happening?
Why is everyone running away from Meng Xiang?
Don't overthink it, everyone isn't close with you.
To receive that kind of message, it's normal not to know how to react.
What message?
The message you sent to everyone.
Saying, to attend a studying barbecue meet-up after school.
Studying barbecue meet-up?
How is it? The name is not bad, right?
I chose this place especially. Look, there's a lake and water.
When the students come, they can study together.
Also, there's you, an Excel student from overseas to help them.
After they get tired, they can eat some barbecue and have some drinks.
And also admire the view. It's good just thinking about it.
It doesn't sound mad.
What's happening today? To suddenly help Meng Xiang do this.
It's my fault, I've not cared about Meng Xiang enough.
I've only told him to study hard and get good grades.
I only knew recently that the child doesn't have many friends at school.
So you were thinking of helping Meng Xiang interact more with classmates.
Meng Xiang's personality has always been really withdrawn.
I just thought that if he could make a few more friends, maybe he would be happier.
Chu Xia, the things you worry about is way too much for yourself only.
So if there's someone who could help you take the load off, I think...
In my situation? I wouldn't want to trouble anyone else.
Actually, I...
Chu Xia, I have something I want to say to you.
Wait, Senior.
Wait.
The classmates are coming. Lets talk later.
I'm going to look after the guests.
What else would you like to have? Eat, eat.
Eat some more, don't feel shy.
Classmate, which do you like? This one is to replenish Vitamin C...
- Meng Xiang is here.- You can have this one.
Why did you just come now? It would have been great if you had came with your classmates.
Why did you send messages to my classmates behind my back?
With your attitude, would you have agreed if I told you beforehand?
You knew I wouldn't agree, but you still did it!
Do you know how ashamed I feel?
Why are you ashamed? Aren't your classmates here?
Proving that they want to be friends with you.
Meng Xiang, I came this time because I wanted to give you this.
These are the notes you let Yao Yao borrow, I took it to be photocopied,
but it fell in the toilet.
But, I've already blow dried it, it doesn't smell either.
Then, I'm going to leave it here. I still have tutoring tonight.
Classmate, have something to eat first--
In the message, it said you've studied at the California Institute of Technology,
that's the school I dreamt of going to. Please include me in your study group in the future.
Did you see?
Nobody really came to be my friend.
This is great, you've successfully shamed me now!
Right?!
Meng Xiang, I actually just wanted to--
You wanted to! Have you ever asked me what I wanted?
Meng Xiang, your mom ran all over the place for this meet-up.
She wasted a lot of effort to prepare this.
Even if the ending wasn't as expected, don't misinterpret her intention.
What intention?
Wasn't it her worry of me getting to close to Yao Yao and interrupting my midterms?
This has no relation to your exams, she just wanted you to make a few more friends and become happier.
Who said that all children must be bright and happy?
I'm just like this. She just can't bear to see me,
she can't leave me behind like my mom and dad!
I'm just a burden, right? If I didn't exist,
you could successfully get a boyfriend and get married.
Even to this person, the rich and handsome Senior Teddy.
I destroyed your life! I destroyed your life!
Bottom line, don't you ever say that again!
Meng Xiang!
How is it?
Are you satisfied with the wedding banquet's setup and menu?
Everything is very good, you've put in a lot of effort.
This is nothing. I'm happy.
Shen An is able to find such a generous and understanding girl like you,
I'm really happy.
Right now, the weight on my mind has decreased somewhat.
Actually, I'm not that great.
Your humble attitude, I like the most.
You look really tired, go rest early.
Tomorrow's wedding banquet is enough for you to get tired over.
Yes.
I'm going to pick up my call.
Hello? Jia Ying.
- Jia Ying.- Sister Ruo Nan, you're here.
What's wrong? You were so rushed, and in such a place.
Tomorrow is the wedding banquet.
Aren't you nervous?
You came to help me de-stress?
Thank you, Jia Ying. I'm fine.
Yesterday, you said you kept feeling unsettled. Why is that?
You're still young and also very innocent, you wouldn't understand a lot of things.
In the past, I didn't understand.
But now I do.
You were unsettled because the wedding between you and Brother Shen, was set up by you.
Jia Ying, what do you mean?
Feeling guilty?
What I meant is the meaning you're afraid of the most.
Brother Shen at first felt bland towards you, nothing special.
How did he become so close to you that he would mention marriage?
It was because Meng Chu Xia stood behind you.
If he knew the person that moved him was not you, but Meng Chu Xia.
Take a guess, how much he would hate you, He Ruo Nan.
How could it be? How did you know?
I heard it with my own ears.
Yesterday... yesterday, you didn't leave.
You overheard the things I said to Chu Xia, didn't you?
Jia Ying, how could you do that?
So what if I overheard?
While some people deceive Brother Shen's feelings,
who's more shameless?
You're not the same as you normally are.
Could it be... you like Shen An?
With your current abilities,
do you still want to stay beside Brother Shen? Do you think you will last?
Even your friend Ding Fei could see it,
I think she must have warned you, right?
But you still chose to believe me.
So stupid.
What about Shen An? Does he know?
I've known Brother Shen since I was a teenager.
Since then on, there has never been another man in my eyes.
But the time I've known him is too long.
That's also the fatal flaw.
Brother Shen has always seen me as a little sister,
he thinks my feelings are too childish.
He thinks that if I get to know another man,
that I'll forget him.
But he still doesn't quite understand me.
The object I, Qiao Jia Ying, become determined on,
is not that easily changed.
Then how did you stand-by and watch Shen An go on blind dates?
What kind of person Brother Shen is, I know that better than you do.
Under his gaze,
it's hard to do any tricks. All I have to do is wait.
Wait for the chance
to make them go away one by one, including you.
Time is a fascinating thing.
I lose in time, but I'll win in time also.
I want Brother Shen to know,
you women are not suitable for him at all.
Me who has always been beside him,
is his most suitable partner.
Jia Ying, aren't you tired of disguising yourself?
Why don't you try to do what I'm doing?
If you do something out of true love, nothing is tiring.
Since you knew about me and Chu Xia, why didn't you tell Shen An straight away?
Paper can't hold fire, the truth can never be covered.
But I won't tell Brother Shen,
even if I tell him, Brother Shen will think that Little Shadow,
isn't as cute any more.
If you're willing to call off the wedding, both you and my reputation
can be saved. Isn't that great news?
And if... I don't accept?
Then I think tomorrow morning,
Brother Shen will get a copy of your conversation with Meng Chu Xia.
I personally don't want this kind of situation to occur,
because at the same time he finds out you're a liar,
he will also notice Meng Chu Xia.
Then aren't I in for a loss?
Sister Ruo Nan, you still love Brother Shen, right?
Even if you can't be together, leaving a good impression on him
isn't that also good enough?
I've finished what I needed to say.
Go back and think about it well,
Sister Ruo Nan.
The things Meng Xiang said, don't take it to heart.
I know.
Children's angry words.
Thinking about my childhood, I've said angry words to my parents too.
Only now do I know how hurtful it is.
How about we go and look around?
It's such a large area outside, where should we look?
It should be fine. This child has thrown tantrums in the past too.
He'll go and have a walk, then he'll come back later.
Lets not talk about this.
Senior, didn't you say you had something to tell me?
Lets talk about that later.
Hello? Shen An?
You still haven't sleep?
I want to ask you a question. Please, you must answer me.
Why did you ask me to marry you so suddenly?
You've said,
you only require your other half to be suitable, not to love.
So, it was because of all of my suitable conditions
that you would want me to become your fiancée, right?
Actually, you were suitable from the beginning.
But the reason for marriage was not only because of that.
Interactions between people is like being on a trampoline,
you have to meet a person that jumps at the same frequency and height as you,
to be able to be conversational.
Otherwise, forcing it would only allow a brush of a shoulder.
Chairwoman introduced a lot of girls to me, only you could become my friend.
So...
since when did you see me as your friend?
Was it from when we began messaging on the phone?
To be specific, it was from the night
we discussed Uncle Yuan's story.
You said that he can't rely on someone liking him to force her to accept a certain way of living.
Those words left a deep impression on me.
Hello? Ruo Nan? Are you listening?
Yes.
Thank you for your answer.
It's fine. Sleep early.
You still have to get up early tomorrow.
How about we go look outside still?
I'll call Yao Yao.
Meng Xiang could have gone to her.
Yao Yao's Mother?
Hello? Meng Xiang?
Meng Xiang isn't at home.
What? Yao Yao isn't at home either?
He's not back yet.
Don't rush yet, we'll look around.
Okay.
- Senior.- Lets go.
What to do?
They're not in the yard. Not in the buildings either?
No.
The sky is getting darker. This isn't getting better.
Only me and you, plus Yao Yao's parents, that's four. How about if we call Ding Fei and Er Peng?
And Ruo Nan, so they could help look for them?
Okay. But...
Don't look for Ruo Nan, she's getting married tomorrow.
But didn't you say, Meng Xiang and Ruo Nan have the best relationship?
Still call and ask.
Okay.
Hello? Ruo Nan?
Hello, Chu Xia? I called you just now.
Really? Is Meng Xiang with you then?
Meng Xiang? He's not with me.
What happened? Did Meng Xiang disappear?
It's nothing, I'll call you later.
Okay, don't be desperate.
Alright, go. Don't rush. I'll go take a look in your house.
Maybe Meng Xiang went back, don't rush.
Hello? Chu Xia. I'm looking along the way, I didn't see him.
What's happening on your side?
No way.
At this hour, all of the long-distance routes will be closed. How could he go to his grandparents'?
Fine, fine. I'll go take a look at the tutor's then.
Okay. Bye bye.
Driver, please turn right up ahead.
Hello, Senior? Have you found them?
Okay, let's keep in contact.
Okay.
How about you go back first? It's late, and you didn't bring your phone.
Your parents should be starting to worry.
I'll go when you go.
Do you know everyone are looking for you two!?
Do you know how worried we are?
Yao Yao, I'll send you back first.
Auntie, don't take Meng Xiang to my house.
If we walk into my parents on the way, they won't let Meng Xiang go.
My house is just behind here, I'll get there if I turn around.
You guys can go first.
Yao Yao's mother, we've found the children.
They're in the park behind your house.
I'm really sorry--
Hello, hello?
Then you be careful on your own.
Come home with me.
Hurry!
Come with me, hurry.
Hello, Fei Fei? We've found Meng Xiang.
I'm going to stop talking and call Ruo Nan.
Hurry!
Hello, Ruo Nan? Meng Xiang has been found, he was behind where Yao Yao lives.
You found him near Yao Yao's place, right?
That's great.
I'm nearby. I'll come pick you guys up.
Chu Xia, it's going to rain.
There's a supermarket nearby, go and take shelter there first.
Okay.
Meng Xiang! Meng Xiang!
Meng Xiang!
Jia Ying
Meng Xiang! Meng Xiang!
Ruo Nan!
♫There was once a beautiful scene♫
♫There was once when time was blurred♫
♫Also once pretended hesitation, romantic betrayal♫
♫Also once believed in love without a doubt♫
♫The passion that lasted short♫
♫The evil cycle of emptiness♫
♫Resulted in a game of defense, love doesn't leave marks♫
♫The words said after sunrise can't be defined♫
♫The heart that hides love is searching♫
♫The heart that has been hurt is doubtful♫
♫The ripple that once happened is the unforgettable loss♫
♫The heart that wants to love is determined♫
♫There's a touching ending♫
♫The surprise that once happened has been returned to zero♫
♫There was once a beautiful scene♫
♫There was once when time blurred♫
Ruo Nan.
Does it hurt?
A lot?
Shen An. Shen An...
I need to you to do something for me.
Please take care of Chu Xia.
From now on...
take care of her... for her whole life.
Okay?
What are you saying?
I don't need anyone to take care of me, I just need you to live.
Ruo Nan, you just need to live, do you hear me?
I promise you.
- Ruo Nan.- Chu Xia...
Ruo Nan, I'm here.
♫...is the unforgettable loss♫
♫The heart that wants to love is determined♫
There's a touching ending♫
♫The surprised that once happened has been returned to zero♫
Ruo Nan!
If I didn't make a barbecue meet-up.
If I had chased after Meng Xiang when he ran outside.
If I hadn't called Ruo Nan, nothing would have happened to her.
♫A bystander's loneliness♫
♫The hand that has been burnt, the promise that never burns out♫
♫The sky with different directions has different widths♫
What do you mean? She still hasn't awakened, right?
Why are you outside if she still hasn't awakened?
I'm begging you, save her! I'm begging you, save her! I'm begging you!
I'm begging you, save her! I'm begging you, I'm begging you!
- Chu Xia!- I'm beggin you.- Chu Xia!
I'm begging you to go in and save her!
I'm begging you!
I'm begging you to save her. I'm begging you, doctor.
Let me go, let me go!
Doctor. Doctor, please I'm begging you, I'm begging you...
I'm begging you, please save her. I'm begging you.
Chu Xia, Chu Xia.
Let's go change hospitals, okay?!
Chu Xia!
- Chu Xia!- Let me go! Let me go! Ruo Nan!
Let me go! Ruo Nan!... Ruo Nan!
Ruo Nan!
Timing and subtitles brought to you byThe Match made in Heaven Team @ Viki
♫ We're all afraid of loneliness ♫
♫ We all want emancipation ♫
♫ Since the beginning, we've seriously thought about living together ♫
♫ We're all afraid of falling ♫
♫ falling in the desert of love ♫
♫ Using wandering as an excuse to escape the shackles of the heart ♫
♫ The heart, that wants to love is searching ♫
♫ No matter how far the distance is ♫
♫ With a heart, that has been pained, waiting for a love, that was once damn bloody far away ♫
♫ A heart, that wants to love is determined ♫
♫ Even if it's bottomless ♫
♫ I will still be here, waiting until you've finished watching the scenery ♫